The Rain City.

2005-06-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

I am not gone yet,

but in 16 day's time-I will.

For now, let me soak up to more happy moments.

2005-05-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

What did I do wrong?

2005-05-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

I am lost.

Everybody's Fool.

2005-05-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

At times, I feel like I am everybody's fool; fighting all my fears. You used to captivate me, but now I am bounded by whatever's that left behind. There is only so much that time cannot erase. At times, I wished you'd compromise. At times, I wished you'd sacrifice. But now, I am left with no choice but to do this. I hope, you'd understand.

I know,you would.

Has no one told you,she's not breathing?

Out with my lady of strength.

Thanks for making time and being there for me.

At times, I wished I was stronger.

Really.

At times, I wonder how it'd be without you being there to fix me.

Thanks.

And to my lady of advice,Jo.

Thank you,

too.

2005-05-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

My Pillar of Strength.

2005-05-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

Everything begins with F.

2005-05-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

Suga-suga.

2005-05-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

The Photo Booth

2005-05-23T16:53:00.000+08:00

In The Moment

Torn & Tattered

2005-05-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

Are we gonna take this last step together? You're right back at where you started at. I need a little more than that, we need to face the facts. This is going nowhere in between. Is it going to go on like this forever?

Tell me to differentiate between what is right and wrong.

I do not want to play this game anymore when I have given you everything.

DO THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON?

Tell me what I should do now.

I trusted you.T for t-r-u-s-t-e-d.

2005-05-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

Maybe I am girl, maybe I am a lonely girl who's in the middle of somethin' that she really doesn't understand.

Maybe you're the only man who could ever help me,baby won't you help me understand...

But,

maybe you will never.

Feverrr.

2005-05-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

Rouge was a-w-e-s-o-m-e with a slice of soul and samba.

It banged off with dinner at Indochine.
A drink at Acid Bar.
Two drinks at Rouge.
Think:Imp came with a tray of shots-on the house,la.

I am home now.
All crapped up after the drinks.
Still,sober.
And,
lost in you & me.

I feel that I trust no one,but myself and you now.

2005-05-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hawa's officially O-F-F here.

2005-05-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

What you lookin' at?

2005-05-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

In the darkness.

2005-05-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

Grumpy Duos.

This isn't right.

2005-05-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

This isn't how I planned
This isn't what I want
This isn’t what I expected

I knew this would happen; stuff like this always does and I shall draw myself away from this now.

T.G.I.W Part II

2005-05-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

TGIWWWWWWWWWWW *again.

If you scroll down,you will see a familiar entry to this. Yes. But today is really TGIW as I am going for a bad make-over session with #6 and I just received my eCOE which also means, I can apply for my student visa already.

Hippies.

I will be b-a-c-k.

Sunday morning.

2005-05-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

Sunday mornings are normally filled with an early morning show together with lunch with the mister Z.

Following that, I met my Green freakazoid cousin to head down to Zouk Flea market, which had awesome stuffs. Minus the fact, it was neck-to-neck. Superbly crowded + a good-looking "John" who wanted to sell us off nice tops from down under for $5, but his sister did otherwise. So, I only grabbed a top and a jacket. I bumped into a xxx-cellent fit half-jacket at Zara, but $99 buckeroos.

Please fund me with that.

So, that's how my Sunday ended.

It is just great how I hang out with Nad all the time. We grew up together. On the same sofa bed as our mothers went for sushi-making lessons, with Vitamin C fed by her previous maid, with her running to #14 when she felt down with things at home, everything and of course, her determination to save up & visit me over at MLB. ILU. And of course, one of the great peeps I'd miss. =)

P.S. BUT, I'd appreciate if both Lee Pei Lin & Nadiah Karina stop calling Cik Bee. Thanks ladies.

2005-05-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

My $8 velvet-ish jacket.

2005-05-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

My $10 bargain top .

2005-05-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

I heart Nad. =)

2005-05-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

I heart this half-jacket, but hate the price tag.

2005-05-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

Zouk Flea Market Crowd.

2005-05-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

Sunday mornings.

Done.

2005-05-14T08:42:00.000+08:00

Things haven't been that easy on me right now,period. At times, you have people holding you down and low on decisions you make, you just wish you could do things their way to avoid any tangles in this thing called l-i-f-e. But, I guess life's never straight either. I shall not go into depth for I remain strong for myself, my parents & the Green Ladies.

Before I left for work today, Father questioned me for the last time-"You certain about Monash and rejected NUS?" All I replied was, "You have trust me on this,dad."

Things with me and Mother have been rough, I shall not deny that. In fact, it doesn't makes it easier as I am being held back in every decision I make. But, I only understand that she cannot bear to let me go. On the other hand, deep inside her-she knows that this is what I want.

So, as I am typing this, Father will be drawing up a bankdraft for my first semester fees + health cover. In two weeks time, I will get my COE, and following that my visa. So, this is it. At times, I realise how strong Jo is to be doing this in the foreign country. =) Of course, my dad was like "When you're sick,call Jo..when you got ER,call Jo..over the weekend,go to Jo's place,etc etc..She's the only good person you have in MLB." And I just laughed. More over the fact my Dad calls her J-O.

Well,that's about it.

It is Saturday morning, and the rain is fallin.

I just had to let thoughts out..
And just anticipate for everything to fall in place. =)

2005-05-13T11:48:00.000+08:00

Alert: New posts of peek-tures of me & Pea at TCC. (at the side)

I told you I am an IT idiot, I do not even know how to insert a bloody link.

2005-05-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Me & You

2005-05-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

We are the new-lovers of TCC

Mid-Week

2005-05-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

TGIWWWWWW!!!!

venue:hv
time: 6.30pm without any adventurous bus rides

+ slapping boobs and v* flipping

Gone

2005-05-10T11:44:00.000+08:00

I had a virtual visit to the Shopping Mecca. Ok. What I meant was I went to Sportsgirl May 05 collection,and I swear-it is my shit. They have nice accessories on the A* List & ugg boots. Ok. Never mind. On top of that, their forecast for June is SALE. Hell. Do you hear me? Of course,you can't. So, the story is Cornetto Mini is good food. Or maybe, Piao will probably say-because the size of the cone is desirable for me. Grins.That's not my main issue to blog.

The point is.

I had an acceptance kit by NUS. But does it matter? Yes & No. Let's list out the reasons, facts & fiction.

Facts vs Fiction.
I do not need to feel like some reject and to be offered a degree in real estate. not my shat. seriously. secondly, the fiction is that getting an acceptance letter = accepting any offer that comes by. Fact is, I was ready for MLB over the weekend, even though i had hopes, but let me emphasize that the hopes were placed on Bachelor of Arts. get it? woot woot. so, i rather pursue it in MLB. as my dad said, it's your call. well,maybe it is. i have applied. i have done everything i could to remain local. but being foreign, isn't that bad. for a minute, i just wanted to give in to whatever that comes by. but i realise, i will burn any letter that comes by, destroy my preparations, and give me what i DO NOT WANT.okay okay okay.i am not going to fill up empty quotas, for the sake of it.

bye pple.

2005-05-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

Things are more complicated now.

A little help will make things straight.

2005-05-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

No body said it will be easy,
but I think I am ready for this.

Are you?

2005-05-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

Who thinks Usher is hot?
I do.
+ Piow too.

Let it burn.
I simply love it when he sings,
I'm twisted bcos one side is tellin me that I need to move on,
on the other side,I just wanna break down and cry.

I want Ussshhher to burn me.
Whatever that means.

Caught Up

2005-05-02T09:08:00.000+08:00

It's been a dreadful weekend. Let me minus off the part when I went out with Nadiah Karina and we had a sleepover watching aliens making out. Add the whole you-know-what that I got upset with last night. It all equals to a dreadful weekend.

And on a public holiday,I have got nothing planned.How productive.I feel so caught up right now.So,why not we talk about happier stuffs than to be tied down by all the misery?

1. Burks are lovely and worth the splurge,but please not the fake ones.
2. Witchery is an xxx-pensive label.
3. I hate Paris Hilton
4. I need a good read now.
5. I am watching the triology of Lord of The Rings again.

Am I boring you?

Because,I am a boring person which explains the boring entry.

2005-05-01T11:02:00.001+08:00

Yup. All these are mine too.

2005-05-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

Yup. That's mine.

2005-05-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

I seldom smile in piktures nowadays.

Learn the Hard Way

2005-04-30T09:04:00.000+08:00

It's a shame you had to learn the hard way.I realized that most of the time,you were not there.
I am supposed to give you my deepest sympathy? Even the morning after,all you do is shun away from the list of facts I stated last night. I'm sorry that you,seem to be confused.Obviously,you don't know how this works.

What the hell am I rambling about?
Oh well,
just a song.

Ha.

It's Saturday morning & I am working but it is alright.Of course,it is NOT.But,it is alright because I am going out with The Original Green Freakazoid later.So,at least there'd be light in my darkness with her.Crapology.At least, the anti-biotics are helping me physically.Not mentally.So,it is Saturday.No squarish stuffs from NTU for the entire week.Lalalalalla...So,prolly next week..I'll lalallalalaalalala.

Something's definitely wrong with me.

Trouble

2005-04-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

There are indeed a couple breeds of people whom I truly dislike.

For instance,those who knows that I am nice enough not to blow up and not to save up my 3-hours effort of work when they want to use my computer. So,tomorrow at work-I am spending the same 3 hours to re-type everything.

For instance,those who carry that "it-is-better-than-nothing" attitude.Well,no wonder I still feel hopeless till this very moment.Disappointment,I'd say.

For instance,those who'd make use of me even when I am unwell and not even open their mouth to say T-H-A-N-K-U.

Is it so hard?
You tell me.
I am so used to people stepping over my head like they were performing the haj.

Nasty,put your clothes on.
Nicey,put your clothes off.

I am going to doze off and be oblivious to the selfish world and await for June where there'd only be sunny days & happiness with #6/#7.

Panice Attack.

2005-04-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

"Hi, it's Dharshini Raja, your personal adviser from Monash International.
The year is moving along quickly, so you will need to accept your offer now to begin your studies in July. "

Ok.
When I saw that email in my Inbox,

I went,

#1. Is this just an email to remind me that I have to accept by 28th May?
or
#2. Is this an email which means that I really have to accept n-o-w?
or
#3. Is it that Monash are pressing me for a reply? (which I doubt so)

Panic attack!

2005-04-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

One Friendship.

2005-04-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

The True Beauty of MLB.

2005-04-24T07:10:00.000+08:00

It's 7.10am and the room is filled to Joss Stone's voice.

I got up,
and it is rather depressing that the view out of the window is no longer the park & the tiny brick houses.

So, I going back to sleep and enjoy the pictures.

2005-04-24T07:06:00.000+08:00

Day #3. The Great Ocean Road

2005-04-24T07:04:00.000+08:00

Day #2.

2005-04-24T07:02:00.000+08:00

Wandering in MLB's City

2005-04-24T07:00:00.000+08:00

Day #1: Queen Victoria Market

2005-04-24T06:59:00.000+08:00

Journey to MLB.

Give me a Boost!

2005-04-23T17:24:00.000+08:00

I am bored.

No more Melbourne Central.
And for my Mother,she was upset she could no longer those decent blueberry muffins.
She said,"Bee,go down to Melbourne Central & get me a muffin."

Yeap.

That's my mother,
who also thought Jo was Japanese.
And kept asking about Jo's food and laundry.
Don't ask me why.
She's concerned,I guess.
On top of that,she asked if Jo's brother is coming back to her apartment each weekend.
Yeap.

Jo:I bought the bag! GOTCHA. No worries,it isn't the Mooks. I got the red Fcuk bag before I left.

My next target is dinner with Piow Piao on Wednesday.

2005-04-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

Lastly,the best thing about Melbourne is #6.

2005-04-23T14:28:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about the skyline.

2005-04-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about the arts & architecture.

2005-04-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about addictive smoothies.

2005-04-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about busking.

2005-04-23T14:21:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about the nature.

2005-04-23T14:20:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about the ocean.

2005-04-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's all about the parks.

2005-04-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Sunny Sin-pore.

Hello Shopping Mecca cum Melbourne.

Goodbye pumpie shoes.

Hello sneakers + socks.

Ready or Not?

2005-04-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

48 hours more to departure. (ok,slightly more than that)

#1. Crash into UOM
#2. Melbourne Central/Chadston market
#3. Kokoblack & Pastries
#4. Vcds.
#5. Ironing competition.
#6. More shopping
#7. Visit apartment
#8. More sweet-tooth indulgence ie. ice-cream
#9. ....
#10..........

The list goes on.

I cannot wait to land on the grounds of Melbourne.

Can you?

It has been too long now.

2005-04-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

The Empty Slot's for You #6.

2005-04-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

The Incomplete Greenies.

Dead Lock

2005-04-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

Life's in a mess.Everything's going wrong. People are taking me for granted.

Her rights shall always be wronged.

A Change is Gonna Come.

2005-04-03T16:27:00.000+08:00

The heavy rain falling makes me feel that I am drowning. But no one is there to help me, but my own two hands.

I shall start packing for the trip which in two weeks' time.

For all you know,in two months,
I will be packing for real.

Maybe,it is better that way.

2005-04-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

I didn't know having a mp3 will be a long-term investment,
I get one cd per week to avoid listening to the same thing.
This week's choice: The Greatest Hits of Fugees.

It's hot.

But, having to turn my back on you and walking away because of your negativity towards me;that is not hot.

But,I am going to face it willingly.
Every right of mine,becomes wrong.

2005-04-02T09:06:00.000+08:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y to miss lee pei lin.

I seriously don't know what will I be without her.

At times,she is the kind of friend who makes everything worth while.

Thanks for everything,and we touched down the big O.
=)

Elephunk

2005-04-01T08:59:00.000+08:00

Was tuning to Elephunk on the robe and I realized how I miss the Greenies.
The BEP concert was like back-tracking on my mind while I was on the train ride to work.

Gawd.
We were THIS close to Fergi.
We were THIS crazy.
We were THIS sweaty.(Piow was more wet)
We were THIS excited.

Aiya.
So depressing la.

=(

But on a happier note,I will see Piow next week.
And Jo the week after that.

=)

2005-03-31T20:48:00.000+08:00

#6. Look at the fugly clothes I've got in Sing-a-pore. =)

I am just gonna wear layers of such things over there.
Please tell me it will be enough to keep me warm?

2 weeks more to departure.

2005-03-31T20:47:00.000+08:00

The only thing I am proud of. =(

2005-03-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

Greenies.

2005-03-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

Horrible Combination.

2005-03-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

Boring Brown.

Deprivation.

2005-03-31T10:27:00.000+08:00

I got my first k with the effort of my two hands through marking & admin.
But,
I still feel sad.

B-e-c-a-u-s-e. ..... ..........

I have a bestie.
She buys great and green stuffs.
And it makes me jealous.
She is in the shopping mecca of Australia.
She has jackets that I like, accessories that I adore and photos that are taken with meanings.
She is a home-maker cum Stepford housewife now.
She posts pictures which will make me visit her LJ 3x a day.

And,
the bestie,

is no one else,

but #6.

Flea Day

2005-03-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

Today I got myself the m:robe for the ears, the jacket for the m:trip and the book for m:future. All in the courtesy of Hitler's generous funds.It was all equivalent to 10 AX tops. Let's hope he will be kind enough during our trip too. The best thing of possessing all of these, is that I spend before even receiving my kumon nor office pay cheques.

I.
Love.
Bee Bee Ba Bi Boo's life,
period.

2005-03-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

m:future

2005-03-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

My m:robe

2005-03-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

Jacket for m:trip

Fashionista

2005-03-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

I am so falling deep into the Boho + Hippy Dippy + Folklore fashion industry. But apparently,only labels like Kookai, Miu Miu & Marc Jacobs carry such hardcore clothes. I need high weightage of dough now.

N-o-w.

My Show.

2005-03-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

I just watched Control Room on CNA.And,I just have to blog about it. I do not aspire to be a journalist nor a politician. But several issues and Bush's mickey mouse image does get on my nerves big time.

Firstly,I admit that Saddam's regime has been an autocratic one.And invading Kuwait on his side was wrong.But now,the tables have been turned.And,they link democracy with guns and incessant bombings.That is like letting someone rob you willingly.The worst part of this whole thing,Arab and the Emirates are pussy cats by not doing anything. Military + US Propaganda + Democracy + Al Jazeera being labelled as "Osama's mouthpiece" just because they forecast people dying as a result of the war. Anyone with a history background will realize that there is human costs in war.

So,everyone unit and chant with me that Bush is an imbecile.

Baby Girl

2005-03-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

Half the 24 hours was gone. Headed to PS. Hung around. Took a slow walk down to Hitler's office when I felt rain drizzling on my face. Sat around Hitler's room. He was the only one doing work. He loves to work,trust me. Headed to IDP. Took my forms and skidded off. Offered prayers with Hitler for the passing of A's. Talked lotsa of shattttt together. Driving while the car swayed all over the road. That is how we click.

And.....
I saw a very nice mini-jacket at Ztamp and Mango.
Jo,you should get what I mean.
Remember the short green jacket which I tried at Far East,
yes,
the one I un-buttoned wrongly,
I want to get ONE of those little-shrunk-jackets.

=)

Right is Never Wrong.

2005-03-24T09:10:00.000+08:00

Life is perfect whenever you are around with your bestie.
Thanks #7.
We are the ultimate of them all.
Remember,one day,when the world is hating us-we have each other to love.
That's why we stick together like UHU even though we are so hectic in the money-making industry.
=)

Bee Bee Ba Bi Boo's Gift from Virgo.

2005-03-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

Awesome weekend.

Saturday morning I had a guy who was un-showered,waiting for his other half with BK breakfast.
On Saturday evening,I had tea time with the ego guy + my other half who had already showered,
followed by that,I had dinner at Lau Pa Sat with my Jay + Boo + Imp,
heavy dosage of satay + BBQ wings + indian rojak + diabetic bandung.

and of course,stupid dares of a guy marching his arse down the walkway.

sunday.we.did.stupid things.and took.stupid pictures.and it's all good,if you ask me.i am happy.double happiness is the equivalent of shared happiness.but of course,minus the smacking of my buddy's smack-licious bottoms. this is definitely the UP moments of us. LOLLLLL. i shall stop before i have anti-love people hating me.

2005-03-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

My other half is a mo-hawker.

2005-03-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

Hide & Seek II
*click for a bigger shot*

2005-03-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

Bonnie & Clyde

2005-03-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

Farking in the streets.

2005-03-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

I look short. =(

2005-03-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

Dancing in the streets.

2005-03-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Brotherhood

It's a holiday.

2005-03-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hitler has confirmed the date to Melbourne.Jo,if you are reading this,don't get upset alright. I am coming on the 15th till the 22nd of April. So,it is a week later than what we scheduled for initially.

I was upset when I read Hitler's message,
but on the other hand,
he has been absolutely b-zee.

Busy like a bee.
And all I have been doing is pushing him to get a date while he goes to and fro M'sia & Indonesia in a week,
I should be shot for being a brat.

=(

But nevermind,
it is better than nothing.

=)

Where Bee's Life?

2005-03-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

I realise how much I miss people.

I miss #7:The times where we'd study at my place,the times where we'd head to Kino,the times where in math lessons,the times we spent an entire day together.

I miss #6:The times we would go crazy at clothes in an attempt to have a vintage closet,the times we'd talk endlessly about eyeliners,fashion,shows,walking round far east etc.

I miss Ms Msia:The times I'd console her in times of difficulty during the A's,the times I felt I nearly lost her when she wanted to give up,the times we went to Starfucks at went nuts over our fav baristas.

I miss Lil Ms Green:The times we'd bitch at minahs who'd dress up all black,dissing at people from head to toe,the times she'd scream at green watch,flip flop,bags,clothes,what-have-you.

I miss Sanjay:The times where he was still young, the times where he was shorter than me, the times we'd discuss about the band,to the times where he's all matured.

I miss Leslie:The times we had,suddenly seem to be vanishing.Where are you? :(

*and the list goes on*

I miss school + tutorials + hot gossips.

I guess,
I've been to busy in the money-making business that in the end,
I've lost time.

Jigga Whatttt.

2005-03-13T11:02:00.000+08:00

Weekend was just a blast.Something that was compulsory after working like a dawg for the past week.Dinner with Ismails was awesome.Followed by dragging myself out of bed today at 8am to have breakfast followed by grocery shopping.Of course,all these was topped with heavy dosages of laughter.Heading to town with the UP guy later.Movie + Teen Vogue + Window-shopping + Jacket for melb's winter.

#6:I think I will be there somewhere around 8th-9th.Hitler's freaking busy,so he cannot get away on the first week because of some bloody board meeting.And my sister has to be in school on the 4th.So,I guess arriving by the first week of April is out of the question.HOW I WISH I CAN GO THERE FIRST. But I guess,at the end of the day,all that matters is I get to see you.You are very much missed.We have to go for practical tests again!! *grins*

Bee Ba Bi Boo's her name.

2005-03-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

F-r-i-d-a-yyyyyyyyy.Tomorrow is offff day.But I am working at Kumon.So yeap.I am a dedicated worker. After work today,I am going to meet the UP guy for dinner at Sakae and wander around town.#6 should get who is the UP guy,huh?

It is effing-freaking cold in my office.BUT,I shall prevail and not adjust the temperature,because it is winter in Melbourne.Yes.I just need confirmation of the dates/flight from Hitler before we set off to the shopping mecca.She's a lucky Bee Ba Bi Boo.Over dinner,I just said "Dad,I have a proposal.I want to go Melbourne." Hitler replied,"Ok,sure.I will arrange and we shall all go together to raid Jo's apartment." HAHAHA.Ok.Minus the Jo's part la.I just hope it is 1st of April and not in June.Because,I CANNOT WAIT AHHHHHHHHHHH.Queen Vic Market la,G-star la,Shoes la,Tops la,Winter la,Grid towns la,but of course-to reunite with my shopping partner is my #1 concern.

Still bored leh.
Too bored leh.
Very bored leh.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...

Huh?

2005-03-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

Cccheck this out.
On my way to work,I saw this ad on a van:

Herb + Aloe Vera sanitary pads.

Who the fark would care if your sanitary pad had herbs or aloe vera?

Might as well have different flavoured ones rrrritteeeeeee.

Good lord.

Viva La Musica.

2005-03-09T13:06:00.000+08:00

Do you love the new m:robe?
I do.

But I shall wait for Hitler's famous fountain of wealth in April to get it.
*grins*

And there's also this part to the website where you can groove to the dance steps and etc.
I am having fun today.

Less Is More.

2005-03-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Joss Stone's Mind,Body and Soul is certainly a massage for the ears.
Oh well.
I got to build up on my library before I get myself a decent mp3.

I watched the Big Unknown and I thought about my conversation with #6 earlier on.The life of those who live in a foreign place and stepping out into the great unkown down under. But you cannot turn back because you are on a mission. And all you have to do is to face it willingly. I r-e-s-p-e-c-t #6 for having the strength to do what she's pursuing right now.

I guess,all I can say is if I cannot fulfill Mother's wish to study here,I shall seek strength from #6.

Mistake.

2005-03-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning and rain is falling...

The weather's not making me feel any better.
The other half is in his non-existence mode for now.
He boils my inner-self,period.

I just got up from a 2.5 hours nap to chase my blues away.
I shall sleep again and get my mind off things.

Tired of feeling so faithless,

of what is under this surface.

2005-03-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

-Why are you not here,all alone in this big empty space?-

Nobody, not really.

2005-03-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

The All-Mighty Hitler.

2005-03-05T21:28:00.001+08:00

Black goldfish-the latest breed in town.